Q & A XVI
"Okay, I have settled down now so let's get back to the revision."
"Whenever you are ready."
"We seem to discuss the issue of sex frequently."
"Yes, we discuss the issue of sex because of two issues. Firstly, as I have said sex is the great leveller. Secondly, sex is the issue which causes the most judgement, and sex is therefore a useful tool to demonstrate that there is no judgement."
"No doubt, we had a point or two to make this morning."
"Yes, we were establishing that you are still attached to the earth plane, because you were once again starting to lose sight of your attachment to the earth plane. Whenever you become too spiritual, too removed from the earth plane, I bring you back to the earth plane. You know that part of Katerina's role is to ground you. Our other point, was that it is important to remove the false belief that I cannot be simply treated as a friend, with all that comes with being a friend. I am a friend to each soul, because I am a part of each soul."
"Why does my life and what I am experiencing keep repeating itself?"
"You need to increase the depth of your awareness. Each time that the circle turns, your depth of awareness increases, and that the circle turns, in itself increases the depth of your awareness."
"As I review my notes, it is apparent that I was led to believe that events would occur quicker than events have occurred, which is a pattern that has repeated itself many times."
"You were not led to believe anything. You chose to believe what you believed, because your belief provided experience which was necessary for you, and also provided a convenient aspect of the example."
"If I am to become a master, why do I still experience difficulties?"
"So now you will simply become a master? You experience difficulties because of your need to gain experience and because of your choice to be the example."
"Why do we keep repeating this point?"
"If you, who are living these experiences need to repeat this point, those who read your words will also need this point repeated."
"As I continue to review my notes, it is increasingly apparent that many of the illusions were created to keep me on a specific path, and to draw me along that path."
"This is so. Not all is as it seems, but all is for a reason."
"Why were there were many times throughout my recorded journey, that I was told that something would not recur, but the experience did recur.?"
"For a variety of reasons. Mostly so that when the experience did recur, you would fully experience. Often you were concerned that an event would recur, so you created the event to experience that even if the event did recur, the experience would not affect your path."
"This is a convenient explanation, but it still seems that I am saying that God lies."
"Perhaps. Why should the principle of being led to experience be any different because your communication with God is direct? When our communication was not direct, you continually created new environments for yourself to gain experience. Are you suggesting that your need to create new environments for experience, should change because you are aware of what you are doing? Often, something needs to occur unexpectedly to be fully experienced."
"But why should any listen to God if they are misled?"
"Consider what you are saying. To suggest that one is misled suggests that one is led somewhere that one should not go. All are led to experience, and therefore regardless of the method used to lead one to experience, one cannot possibly be misled. All are led to what is necessary for them to experience, not to what they desire."
"But can we not have whatever we desire?"
"Everything that happens is experience. All souls desire experience. Therefore, all souls have exactly what they desire."
"That is not what I meant."
"I know. Does that make what I said any less so?"
"No, but you have not answered my question."
"I was making a point."
"Your question refers to earth plane desires. You are not led to your earth plane desires. You create your earth plane desires by letting your earth plane desires be."
"So every time that I have been led somewhere, or I have experienced a result other than the result which I was looking for, it was to illustrate the point that all souls desire experience?"
"No. It was experience for you. That your experience also illustrated the point that all souls desire experience, was convenient."
"Okay, but there were times when you have conveniently told me what I wanted to hear."
"Of course. By telling you what you wanted to hear, you followed the path that you had chosen to follow."
"Why would any choose to follow my path?"
"To gain experience."
"That is not what I meant."
"You know that I was making a point."
"Yes, but …"
"But what? You are asking about the heaven on earth which I have promised."
"Yes, why would any choose to follow my path, and not receive what is promised on the earth plane?"
"Your lifetime is not yet complete."
|"That is so, but …"
"What is heaven on earth, if heaven on earth is not experience?"
"Yes, but heaven on earth is a pleasant experience."
"What is pleasant? Experience is experience."
"Yes, but sometimes our experiences are not enjoyable."
"Pleasant or unpleasant is your reaction to the experience, not the experience itself."
"I know that experience is experience but …"
"You do know that experience is experience. However, consider those who only follow your path for the promise of heaven on earth."
"What is wrong with following my path for the promise of heaven on earth?"
"Nothing, if those who follow your path for the promise of heaven on earth understand what heaven on earth is. If those who follow your path for the promise of heaven on earth, are not seeking heaven on earth as a means of obtaining artificial fulfilment."
"Am I seeking heaven on earth as a means of obtaining artificial fulfilment?"
"No, you only seek peace."
"What do you suppose is the basis of heaven on earth?"
"Inner peace and joy that comes with inner peace."
"You know this, do you?"
"Yes, I …"
"Good. Live what you know."
|"I would not have thought that a master would
continue to experience difficulties."
"Why not? You have witnessed masters experiencing difficulties on a number of occasions."
"Yes, but …"
"You find it easier to accept the myth of a master that has been perpetuated by society, than to accept the reality of a master which you yourself have witnessed."
"Are we dispelling the myth of a master?"
"I cannot say. Whether we dispel the myth of a master, is for each who read your words to look within and determine for themselves."
"Whether a master is a special soul which they cannot become, or whether a master is an ordinary soul which they can become, and which they are."
"How do I know when I am talking to the part of me which is part of God, or I am talking to the God collective?"
"There is no difference, we are one."
"Suddenly the difficulties within the business which have not affected me for a long time, have begun to affect me again."
"Why have the difficulties within the business have begun to affect me again?"
"Every time you move too far onto the spirit plane, you are slowed down."
|"Is that the only reason why the difficulties
within the business have begun to affect me again?"
"If I am affected by the difficulties within the business or anything else, there must be a reason."
"Yes there is."
"And that a reason is?"
"What you need to experience."
"What do I need to experience?"
"That you can choose to allow anything to affect you."
"Why would I choose to allow anything to affect me?"
"You chose to experience being affected by something."
"Yes, we have established that I chose to experience being affected by something, but why the fuck did I choose to experience being affected by the difficulties within the business?"
"You needed to experience being affected by the difficulties within the business. You will know why you needed to experience being affected by the difficulties within the business, when you have fully experienced what you need to experience."
|"Of course, and then we will have a convenient
explanation for the experience. When I understand what I have chosen to
experience, the experience will make sense and I will flow with all that
I encounter again, until the next time that I choose to experience being
affected by something."
"Assuming that you choose to be affected by something again in the future."
"Will I choose to be affected by something again?"
"If to be affected by something, is your choice."
"I want my environment to change."
"Why does my environment not change when you have told me over and over again, that I have created my new environment."
"You have still not realised your new environment."
"Have I not realised my new environment?"
"You are still within your old environment, are you not?"
"That is my problem. Why am I still within my old environment?"
"You still need your environment."
"I do not want my environment."
"You need your environment, you have chosen your environment."
"Okay, so how do I un-choose my environment?"
"By choosing to change your environment."
|"I know that I need to choose to change my
environment, but how do I choose to change my environment?"
"You know how to choose to change your environment, too."
"Thank you for your help."
"You are welcome."
I was again frustrated, and I took another break from my discussion with God.
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